PenguiCon Weekend

Well, I know that I don't write here as often as I should.  I just get going and forget to write my adventures down.  There have been many lately but, this weekend is PenguiCon.  I hope that once I leave work that my mind can get into the spirit of the weekend fun.  I am confident that my girls will help me with that.  That is why I keep them around.  They are my family and I honestly couldn't ask for better.

There is some after dark programming going on.  I really hope that it is not run by the people that did it last year.  I want knowledge in my programming.  Not boasting about your conquests.  So I will be checking the programming book for the one.

I am also excited for the new ship this year.  I wish them the best of luck and I will be right there helping you celebrate in a grand fashion.  I also intend on paying my dues for the year.  If for no other reason then to support some more the peeps that I love and their ventures.

So here is to wishing for the best weekend I have had in a while.  Here is to living it up large for the weekend!

Punishment for Daddy

I was talking with a friend who has been Daddy to me.  He identifies as a switch and he was being very sassy with me.  That led me to multiple threats of punishment.  Pushing my buttons, he continued to tell me that I would never be able to punish him.  Finally he said tell me how I would punish him and it lead to the following:

First we would start out by making you a rope cock ring. Then slowly warm your ass up. Make it nice and pink and oh so ticklish. Then I would play with your dick a bit. Rub it up and down. Make it nice and wet with my mouth. All the while I will have a finger in your asshole. Slowly moving in and out.

Then just as you are about to cum, I stop. Leaving you begging for more. While you are begging I will slip on my strap on. Just when you give up on begging, I will come up behind you and thrust my strap on deep inside you. Pull out and go in for more over and over and over again. You, all the time I pound your ass, will be rubbing your cock. Then just as you are about to cum I go as deep as I can, reach forward grabbing your nipples. Making you scream out in ecstasy.

This ended up being so short because it was just a message on Fetlife.  In the future I may take the time to expand upon it.  Cause really this man could use a really good punishment!!

Bucket List for 2013

So, yes, even I fall victim every now and again the the New Years Resolution thing.  This time instead of making a resolution list, I am making it a bucket list.  Things I would like to do in 2013.  Not things I resolve to do.  So if they happen that is great.  If not I carry them over to the next year.  So here is what I came up with.

Places to visit:
Toledo Zoo
Detroit Zoo
Belle Isle
Kalahari Water Park
Wild Safari Park
Cedar Point
Traverse City
Henry Ford Museum
DIA
Michigan Science Center
Red Oak Water Park at least 2x

Things I would like to do to better myself:
Motorcycle at least a 1000 miles
Bicycle at least 200 miles
Pay off my medical bills
Loose about 50 pounds
Be more social with friends old and new
Walk with Max 3 times a  week
Alignment on my car
New tires for the new rims for my car
Urban Explore more
Roller skate more
Buy a pedometer
Read 3 new books
Save at least $1000
Get my kite out more (and not loose it)

Fun things that would be nice to do:
Camping at least 2 weekends
Tube at least twice
Throw at least 3 parties/dinners
Go fishing
Take a ride on a boat
Take a photography class
Fly somewhere
Attend at least 2 concerts

One thing that must absolutely happen:
Monthly dinners with my P.I.C.

Not a very big list and certainly a very workable list.  So here goes nothing!  Best wishes to you all in 2013 and may you make your bucket list happen as well!

This is My Mind's Scene

I was asked to write up a scene for a curious person who did not understand some things that I was talking about at all.  He also was not into pain.  If he had been the spanking would have been much more intense.

What could happen if I was in charge...

First, you would greet me at the door in nothing but boxer briefs.  You would take my coat from me and undress me of my vanilla clothing. You are to touch only my clothing. Every time you slip and touch my skin that earns you a hit with the paddle. Underneath my Clothing I will have on a corset bra and panties.  Do not touch me without my direct permission.  

You would then remove your boxers and kneel next to me on the floor.  I would then start warming you up with simple touches, kisses and bites.  You are to remain perfectly still while I do this.  The only thing that may move is your cock.  The first time you move you will get a hard bite.  Second time 2 hits with the paddle.  Third you get cuffed.  Also no touching yourself.  If you make it through with no moving you will get some time to touch with your hands my tits as a reward.

Now you lay on the bed face down so that your ass is exposed.  I then proceed to tie down your hands and feet.  After you are tied down I distribute any punishment that you earned up to this point.   Then I would give you a few minutes to calm back down.  The next thing would be to start touching you.  At first with just my finger tips.  All over your naked body.  Down your arms, up your legs, across your neck, down around your ass and maybe over your balls.  Sending sensations through the skin.  Drawing blood to the surface so that every nerve is standing at attention.  Leave you craving for me to touch you and wondering where I will touch next.

The next step would be gentle slaps with the lightweight flogger.  Yet another layer of sensation.  Nothing hard just gentle hits, In between I would use the flogger like a like a feather and swirl the ends around on your warmed skin.  Make you shiver from head to toe.

Since you are a wuss and not into the pain that brings pleasure, I would bring the spanking to an end.  While you are still face down and tied I would start by teasing you balls.  Light little touches. May even pull out the feather whip that I have. Make you want to squirm so bad.  Drive you to the point of wanting to cum.  Getting you to the edge and stopping forcing you to pull back.  For you can not cum before me.

Now I place my pussy in front of your face.  Your hands are still tied.  So I spread my pussy open for you.  With only your tongue you are to make me cum.  Not some soft little orgasm, I want you to make me scream when I cum.  All you have to this with is your face and tongue.  Make it happen or play will stop there and you will be dismissed.

If you make me cum, like I told you to do it, you will be rewarded. We will start by turning you over but you will remain tied.  I will run my tongue all around your nipples.  Then small nibbles on your neck. I will run my hands all over your body.  Ending at your cock.  I slowly wrap my fingers around it and move them up and down.  Run them down to the base and tighten my grip.  then my tongue will come out to soak your cock.  Starting at the tip and going down to the base, all the way around.  Making you wetter and wetter as I work it with my tongue.  I would even lick your balls.  Suck them in to my mouth.  Then I would come back up to the head of your cock and take you into my mouth.  Then all the way down.  letting you feel your cock touch the back of my throat. I would fuck you with my mouth.  Up and down, deep making you harder and wetter with each suck.  With my hands I will play with your balls and your nipples.  Massage your taint and make you want to cum.

Then just as you are on the edge and about to cum, I will stop and take all hands off.  leaving you lying there wanting, begging, pleading for me to finish and allow you to release.  I will stand over you watching this all happen.  See you quiver with excitement and disappointment.  Just as you come to terms with the fact that you are not going to get to cum, I will once again take you in my mouth.  Fuck you as hard and as fast as I can.  Giving you that release and allowing you to cum in my mouth.  Then as you are laying there tired and weak.  I will release you from your ties and take you in my arms.  Holding you while you rest.

Photo Bucket List

So I have a bucket list of sexual things that I would like to try.  I wish that it would quit growing...lol.  But I am constantly seeing new things that just intrigue me.  My mind instantly goes I want to try that.

So what I would like to start doing is trying them and possibly picture documenting them.  Taking the picture will do two things for me.  First, it will allow me to have "proof" that I have been there and done that...lol.  Second, I hope, it will help me learn to accept and love my body, teach me how to be comfortable in front of the camera.

I know with all the pictures I have on Fet you have to be thinking, "What the hell is she talking about?"  But if you really look most of my pictures are boobs up or specific body parts.  I hate to have picture of my whole body taken.  So I am learning to make myself do this more often.  It really is a challenge to me but slowly I feel I will accept myself for how I look.  I still want to change how I look in my stomach area and will do so.  Until, I see the changes I need to learn to like what I have.

One of the first pictures that I want to start with is me, giving a blow job.  I want the picture where I have a cock partially in my mouth and I am looking up into the camera.  I know pretty specific but I have a vision of what I want to see.  Now, I just have to find the right cock! lol

A Little Moment of Squee

So despite making some changes that were necessary, I am happy to to know one thing hasn't changed.  I still get to be called babygirl and he still wants to be called Daddy.  Knowing this little fact gives me a warm, squishy squee inside.

I am happy with what things are because it allows him to stay in my life.  Especially, since now I can't picture him not being part of it in some way.

Where Did Those Bricks Come From?

You know that feeling, when a realization hits you and it feels like a ton of bricks landed on you.  Not the best feeling ever but, often provides you with that moment of clarity that has been needed.  A few weeks ago, I had one of those moments.

It hit me today, that I am currently in a Monday through Friday 9 to 5 relationship with no weekends and occasional overtime.  Those are great hours for an old school business but, not for a relationship.  Especially, since a lot of the new school businesses are open 24 hours.  I want something that has overtime and even a weekend every now and again.  I wish it could be the relationship that I am in.  I understand that what he has to loose is way more then what I have to loose.  I am trying to be strong and understanding.  Still every now and again a feeling of overwhelmingly loneliness just creeps in there and smacks me in the face.

I think I need to ask more questions.  Get answers and figure out what direction I should really head in.  I would love to get answers that make the waiting all worth while.  I just wish I could believe that what I am waiting for will actually happen.