Tuesday, June 18, 2013

It All Adds Up

 1  The car needs a transmission...solution buy another cheap car until there is time to fix the trans.

+1 The bike needs work....shelve the project until next year and cancel the insurance.

+1 Things need to be done around the house...run away from the house and find other things to do.

+1 The bills need to be paid....write a check to the wife and hope that I leave myself enough for gas in the car.

+1 We didn't like these test results...go in for this procedure, wait 3 worry filled weeks, it's not cancer but you need to have this procedure done.

+1 I don't know what we are....tell me what you want to be and I can work with that....still waiting on that answer.

+1 Parent needs you....to her this means drop everything and come now.

+1 Short handed at work....boss gets in an accident, someone complains about who is acting about manager, corporate lessens acting managers time at office, only other co-worker breaks a bone, leaves me to be the only one to run the office.

+1 Talk with guys via text and online...weed out the crazies, losers and just looking to get laid guys, find 1 out of 100 that is actually worth following through with, talk 2 weeks and find out is was really just all about sex....start the process all over again.

+1 Get sexually teased by people who I have been talking with for a while...get a little more frustrated everyday because it is always good to be teased when you haven't had sex weeks and an orgasm in months!

Total this all up and what do you get?

One sexually frustrated woman who carries the weight of her world on her shoulders!

I just want that release that comes when you can just let go.  The rush of hormones that your body thrives for .  Those total body twitches that leave you feeling like you are jello and that you will never walk straight again.  Some arms that wrap around when it is all over and for a few moments push those stressful things aside and shield you from them.  

I would also be willing to accept a neck and shoulder massage....haha

I know that those stressful things will be there when I can walk again.  I deal with them daily, as they are this thing we call....what was that word....LIFE.  It comes at us so fast sometimes it really does knock us off our feet.  All I am saying is that if I got used and fuck well, every now and again, that world wouldn't feel so heavy.  Or I wouldn't need that neck and shoulder massage!  haha

Take care my friends.  Never let life get you down and when it does, go get fucked!

Violet